Mom
All that negativity and pessimism I don’t have time for I tried years to avoid it yet over the years your skepticism doubt and complaints have leaked into my mind. Now I don’t know how to trust I don’t know how to love I don’t have friends I ruin relationships….just like you! I’ve spent my childhood saying I will not be like you and I refuse to fall down that path now! Your pessimism stops here! I understand you are the woman who gave me life, but whats the point of having that life when I’m playing servant and falling victim to everyone. I’m too busy trying to please you when I’m not pleased myself. i cant do that anymore. I know you love me and I love you but you’re love is becoming poison. You’re ruining me and I rather do bad by myself!




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